acrylics on ca. 190 * 155 cm map (canvas), framed
painted in Waldbröl, Germany in May 2026
 
why do I prove my love and gratitude towards my dear mother each year by confronting her with the sight of beauty's unstoppable decay? I kill in order to appreciate what is lived.
I wonder, whether this gesture is intended to send "I kill(ed) for you" or rather "I admire your beauty in the here and now, even though I know that our time together will come to an end"